Watching Airplanes.

I don't know what I want to do in the next year. I just want to explore :) I feel like lately i've been hanging out watching grass grow and airplanes fly across the sky. I haven't really done much. What a way to waste life. I am going to start living :) I am finally 18. No curfew. Gambling. Tobacco. Voting. Porn. No "parental guardian signature here __________" bullshit. First credit card. I'm an adult :) It's time to learn. I wish i could just be knee deep in the water somewhere. But unfortunately i'm stuck here for the moment...just gotta make the best of it. The first change i'm making is the stuffie addiction. I'm going to continue the blog of stuffies until i have no more to post. Just no more new ones. Pandora is in now :) Next change is my hate towards everyone. I am going to try to be nice. I am sick of obsessing over hate. I need to forget all i know and relearn. I need to get hate thoughts out of my head and start respecting.